On Saturday, I experienced my first urge to drink in quite some time.

While I once struggled with this, feeling the need to drink is a rare occurrence for me.

Even on Sunday, when I bar-hopped for ten hours with friends only drinking club soda, I didn’t desire to drink for one second.

What was different about Saturday?

An unresolved issue reared its ugly head.

In this somewhat vulnerable podcast, I talk about what happened, and what needed to happen for me to move forward.